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Reflections on Volunteering at
Developing Virtue Secondary School

Originally published in Vajra Bodhi Sea, issue 412, September, 2004
By Estee Cheng / Chinese translation by Hwan Xi Yin

I had wanted to help out at the schools for a while, but it took me a long time to gather up the nerve to quit my job. When I finally did, and fulfilled that wish to serve at the Developing Virtue Secondary School, we were only four weeks away from the WASC (Western Association of Schools and Colleges) accreditation visit. Knowing how little time we had left and how many things we still needed to do, I brought my laptop, my limited experience in education, and a lot of worldly habits with me to the City of Ten Thousand Buddhas (CTTB).

I decided to stay with the nearly twenty girls in the big dorm room in order to spend time with them and experience dorm life from their perspective. I still can’t believe how early the alarm goes off and how bright the light is in the morning. After a few attempts to wake up and have breakfast with the girls, I gave up and learned to sleep through their morning routine.

With time, I came to see how genuinely kind and giving the students are. It warms my heart thinking of the times the girls and boys offered me their time, their help, and the best of their belongings. I saw students use their 7:00 a.m. study hall to do repentance and other students spend their afternoon free time to clean up and decorate the classrooms after school. I was moved by their discipline and devotion to the daily schedule, to their spiritual practice, and to the school.

When the girls came up to me one day during lunch to tell me about how they couldn’t stop crying while making a thank you speech at the United Religions Initiative Global Council meeting [Ed. note: See the article by student Julia He in the last issue], I realized how contagious goodness can be. When I saw the girls voting for their opponents at student government elections and trying to resign or share their position with their opponents after the election, I thought that was so odd, yet I was happy to know the school had really instilled the value of humility and cooperation in them. I also got a chance to interact with the boys’ school students as well. Although boys can be goofy at times, I got a chance to listen to them speak their mind one afternoon. They expressed their thoughts and feeling so candidly and eloquently, I realized that we have taught these kids well despite their complaints. In my opinion, the students have developed more virtue than I ever had when I was in high school.

Since most of my work was on the administrative side, I spent most of my days interacting with teachers and administrators. Since the WASC process introduced many new requirements that were either not in place or had not been emphasized before, a lot of additional work fell on the teachers and even more so on the administrators. It was amazing to see the faculty trying to juggle getting students ready for advanced placement exams, preparing finals, grading homework, taking care of their own families, and trying to fulfill the WASC requirements. I observed many interesting dynamics between the schools and among staff. After meeting some of the stressed-out staff who have too much on their plate, I started to get a sense of what it must be like to be in their shoes.

The most transforming experience for me in the last month was working with and learning from the faculty. I don’t know how the boys’ school principal can teach so many classes and be a principal and work on WASC all at the same time. I can’t comprehend how the girls’ school principal can sleep and eat so little and do so many ceremonies and yet still be able to keep up her spirits. I don’t understand how some dorm parents and dorm counselors can also be classroom teachers. I can’t imagine how many sacrifices the teachers have to go through in order to be a teacher here. Most importantly, I am overwhelmed by how much the Dharma Masters give yet ask for and take nothing.

I am honored to have had the opportunity to volunteer at the schools and to have worked with so many noble and graceful people. I experienced first-hand how WASC has helped make the school stronger and reenergized our school spirit. I hope the students realize what a cool place they are in and can apply what they learn here to the world. I hope the communications between the two schools and among staff continue to strengthen and that we all continue to develop our virtue.

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